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I need to be to work in 2 hours, and I can't manage this position, I have to sell out. Who would've thought the Futures would tank as much as -500pts on YM with the US markets closed. I didn't, and I never really wanted to be in this position, but I couldn't accept the small loss. Go ahead and link me and show the world how much of an idiot I am. Now is probably a good time to go long now that I sold out.
YM down over 500pts Congratulations to all those smart people out there that stayed out of the market, and didn't make a stupid trade like me. I'm still holding this piece of shit even after taking 38k unrealized loss. If the market does tank on Tuesday as many believe, than I will surely go into a deep state of depression. I'll make one last prediction, that the FED will step in on Tuesday ahead of BAC earnings and save the market from plunging. At this point all I have left is hope and dreams of the PPT stepping in to save the day.
I hope people get some enjoyment out of this, because I think I've lost about 3lbs this week due to trading related stress. It's Sunday night, the Asian markets are tumbling to the depths of hell, and I'm sitting on the biggest losing bet ever. If something bad,,,,,worse,,,, happens between now and Tuesday, you can kiss this blog good bye, because I will be fucking bankrupt. ER2 is holding upper better then the other indices, and I think a lot more people have pilled in short on ER2 because it was the favorite short last year. The worst that can happen is a gap down of 200-300pts and a hard selloff at which point my account will be liquidated. Who wants to take a 7k loss when you can lose it all instead,,,,,I mean make it all back.
While searching for random links with the search term "I HATE MY LIFE" and "I SUCK AT TRADING" I found an interesting website which showed what people want most out of life. The things that people most want to accomplish in life- Exercise regularly - Eat well - Be in good shape Speak different languages - Quit gambling, smoking, doing drugs or drinking Fall in love - Contribute to society - Make alot of money Stop procrastinating - Have more sex!
Speculating Well, I really don't want to talk about today. I thought I was using my stops wisely, but after looking at my P/L, it isn't pretty. I have on a large bet that I'm holding over the weekend. IF things turnout in my favor next week, I'll tell what happened today. If things turnout for the worst, I will likely go into a raging fit, become depressed, write a post about the death of my account, stop trading, and begin to hate my life.
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