8/31 my boobz grew again. i didn't think that they could grow anymore
but apparently they can. this has upset me in more ways than i
can say. i'm very seriously considering surgery. very
seriously. i can't believe they grew again. i can't believe how
much i hate them. really really hate them. i tried to race
philipp through the park a few days ago and discovered i can't
run anymore. not even when i clutch my boobs to my chest. my bra
gets all messed up, my back starts hurting, my boobs hurt, and i
can't breathe. i'm like a cripple. i have a physical handicap
with nipples. i apologize for the drama and whining in this
post. but you would be upset too if you found out you had gone
from a 34G to a 34GG. in my world, that a HUGE difference. i
now officially have to buy my bras online. nobody should have to
buy bras online. and do you know what kind of bras they sell
online in that size?? HIDEOUS ones. the kind where you will
never be able to wear a tank top again. not even one with thick
straps. oh no.. and no low cuts either. it's like being banned
to a wardrobe restricted world of 40 year old woman clothes. |